Has No-one Told You She's Not Breathing

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She sits there, as usual, the icy glow from the computer screen paling her soft complexion. Her words reflect in her glittering hazel eyes as silently she types while the sounds of pianos and strings flow from the speakers and wrap themselves gently around her heart,

“Don’t try to fix me, I’m not broken” a voice cried out from her computer,

‘I wish I knew the feeling’ she thought as she let out a dying sigh.

Running her hands through her blond hair, she closes her eyes and lets her thoughts wander freely through her mind. Every wish she’s ever made appears clearly in her head, reminding her of every heartbreak she’s ever wanted to fix, to undo. As she opens her eyes her hand reaches for the empty space on her chest and she sighs again.

Guilt rattles through her body as she remembers the day she lost a piece of a previous love, one she adored unconditionally, who she believed felt the same about her – whether he did or not she didn’t know, but since no one had corrected her, that’s how her world stayed. Her mind drifted to the black bracelet that lay upstairs next to her bed and she smiled, she continued to smile as she saw his face again, the grin that made her melt. Listening to his heartbeat while they lay together under the stars, the kisses they shared...

She’s brought back to reality by the orange box flashing at the bottom of her screen, she’s wanted. Another type of guilt fills her body, one that reminds her that she’s lying to the people who care about her the most. Smiling when really all she wants to do is cry until she stops breathing, but she can’t, not in front of him – he can’t see her at her weakest. So she holds it in and cries herself to sleep, because she knows no one is watching….

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