Is This The End?

“Kids… I… got a call from David’s, and some of your parents… you kids have to go home…” Jeff sighed, broken.

“Oh…” That’s all Pierre had to say… seriously that’s all? ’Oh’!?

I couldn’t help but let a tear fall down to the floor… The first I thought of was her; then the thought of going back to the lonesomeness… My two worst fears…
1-Loosing her. 2- Loneliness… I am sure this can’t get any worst…

“You’re leaving tomorrow… at 5pm…” So! I just got less than 24 hours to see her!? This is crap…

“David…” I heard myself whisper… That’s right… I have to go talk with him… I’ll just stop being so selfish for a moment and go be there for my friend for the first time after these last 2 years…

“Dude, you ok.” I’ll be fine for now, I have to go to David…

I answered to Jeff, in my head, but I guess he can´t read my mind. I just ran up the stairs and went into David’s room. I didn’t even knock; it just didn’t get to my mind in time.

“Dave?” I whispered as I saw he sat on the seat next to the window, he looked out the window.

“What do you want?” He snapped rudely.

“Dude… I’m sorry… I didn’t know the situation at home was that bad…” I tried to comfort, but just made it worst.

“Oh! You didn’t! Well, that’s nice. But, you know! You should be the one crying your God damn ass off! You’re loosing what I never had!” He bawled. “You better cry asshole!” What’s he talking about?

“Wait, wait. I don’t have the best home either, dude. I mean, my parents are never around, I’m always bored at home, and that’s why I have to go to Pierre’s or bring him with me! My ´home´ sucks too!” I hissed back… This is going to be a long discussion…

*Next Day*

David and I fought and complained for about an hour last night… Until Linda told us to go to bed and tried to comfort us; of course David kept claiming her. I just went to bed; I know it isn’t her fault…

Today I decided to pack my stuff as fast as I can, so I can spend a few more hours with her, you know…

“Dude, I can’t believe we’re going back home, I kind of want to see my fam and all, but I’d like to stay here too…” Pierre talked as we both packed up.

“Well… I don’t want to go home, and either way I do it or not, I’m not going to see my ‘fam’, they’re never home! God! Why am I even leaving? I have to stay here with her… or that Frank is going to get all fucking sexy, dude; I really have to stay…” I mean it, I do have to stay… What if I do…? Hell, I’m thinking like Pierre right now…

“Hey, hurry up! We have to go tell her all the motherfu…” Pierre gasped, in fear of his own life; yes he should’ve if I was in the mood to kill him… it was something I did like, people telling me to hurry up, it´s just plain annoying, but that didn’t matter anymore. “Sorry…” He apologized and kept packing.

I packed at the very top, the presents I had gotten from her, as soon as I got home I will keep them under key, seriously, I will.
“Dude, come on, let’s go to Zelly’s.” Weird nickname they got her, I quite like it, but ‘hun’ is my word for her, or ‘honey’ sometimes ‘love’, I don’t know, whatever affect showing word I feel like at the time… Man… I can’t believe I’m leaving, just like this… She’s got me heels over head since… always!

I walked down the stairs not really thinking about anything else but her and what I was going to tell her… Shit… what in the hell am I going to tell her…? There might be two kinds of reactions from her: or she´ll get mad, or she´ll be sad… both will kill me…

We walked down the street over to her and remained silent. I kicked a couple rocks out of my way, it was a quiet Saturday morning, no people around at all; a few couples walked the opposite way we did. That made me sad, even depressed…

We were now right in front of the park that was in the edge of the street where she lived.

“Guys!” She exclaimed happily as we walked up to her house.

We all looked back at her; she was lying under the shadows of a tree, with a book on hand, she looked gorgeous and in a good mood. We all walked up to her, awkwardly.

“Hey…” I tried to sound as sane as I could.

“Hi…” Pierre grinned.

“I love you!” David fell to his knees in front of her; his eyes, watery, his arms hanging by his sides. She stared confused, as if she didn’t know what to do. After a few seconds she hugged him.

“Dave, are you ok? What´s wrong?” She asked at the same time she caressed that back of his head, I was getting weaker just by seeing that. “David?” He just hugged her tight and kept crying.

“Hun… we…” That´s when I felt this ball of pain, stuck in my throat, I just couldn’t say anything; I had my tongue tied. Jeff sat down beside her and David; just gave her a one armed hug and remained like that. I could see fear arriving in her eyes.

“Guys… what´s going on? Please, tell me.” She looked at all of us, waiting for an answer. She looked up at Jeff and moved her hand from David´s arm to put it around Jeff´s waist, but she kept caressing David´s hair with the other hand. This was killing me… The jealousy that was always so present here, now that was nothing at all, I didn’t even mind that they were all over her. All those times I got them away from her, now those are regrets. I mean, they´re friends, they´re my friends, how could I be jealous of them? I mean even if they like her, I know David does… I just didn’t want to accept it, but… he really seems hurt…

“Umm… we´re-we´re moving out,” Pierre announced, “back to Montreal…” Her brain worked fast, her eyes moistened and I felt like disappearing from earth right there, at that same exact second.

“Why?” She whispered, God…

“Our parents called and David´s going back to his mom…”

“B-But…” She started with the shakiest voice I ever heard from her. “You… you c-can´t just leave…” David let go off her a bit and sat beside her like Jeff did and just took her hand. She pulled Jeff closer; her watery eyes now looked mine. “Chuck…?” I kneeled down in front of her.

“I´m sorry…” I whispered as I hugged her. I felt like crap now, I really did. I can´t do shit now… and it feels so wrong. This is so wrong.

The worst thing here´s that I can’t do shit. I mean I could try, but it won’t work, I know it.

“When a-are you leaving?” It broke my heart.

“In a few hours…” Seb sobbed. I just realized we were all crying our asses off; Pierre just looked away to avoid seeing us cry and to start crying himself.

“Just… a few hours?” She pulled away from everyone. “No! You just can’t!”

*3 hours later*

“I can’t believe you and the guys are leaving me… I´m going to miss you so much…” She wrapped her arms around my neck as we sat on my bed.

“I can’t believe I´m leaving you neither.” I should stay… This is just so wrong.

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