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Everything is so black. Damnly black.

Sitting in the snow, while it was still falling on me. Warm coat around me, scarf covering most of my face, gloves on my fingers, boots keeping my feet from cold. I could hear family singing carols from the house next to mine.

They're singing deck the halls
But it's not like Christmas at all


No one missing me, it's me who has been missing for all my life. Why did you leave me?

I remember when you were here
All the fun we had last year


You didn't agree for me to come with you. I wanted so much, but I had to stay home. And you never came back. I was waiting, but none ever knocked on my door. After all of this, why you don't let me be with you?

I looked up, at the street. Tree with shining lights all around, somewhere was heard happy laughter, but all I could feel was emptiness.

You should be here with me
Baby please come home


And you call it Christmas? Painful, worst time of life. When everyone is loved, held in his lovers' arms, I'm here, alone. No one to love me, no one to hold me.

I stood up and slowly walked down the road.

They're singing deck the halls
But it's not like Christmas at all


Finally, reaching my destination, I fell on my knees near the gravestone.

If there was a way
I'd hold back these tears
But it's Christmas day
Baby please come home


No one to wipe my tears away.