Can't have you.
14.
The taxi driver was silent as he drove Lauren to the aiport. Lauren hated chatty drivers normall, but today the eery silence annoyed her and made her sink into a deeper depression than she already was. Lauren’s hand smoothed over her bare wrist, she felt uncomfotable, almost lonely without the friendship bracelets presence.
Back at the apartment, Emily sat in Lauren’s room. The different memories filled her head as a single tear rolled down her cheek. Nothing could be done to change everything that had happened now. Standing up, Emily went to the kitchen. She was clutching Lauren’s bracelet that she wore on her wrist when she saw Lauren’s note. She re-read it again and again before she realised why she had heard keys his a side before Lauren left. Emily realised now, that Lauren was leaving for England and may not come back, that’s why she had left her car keys and the key for the apartment.
Once at the airport, Lauren checked in and went and sat on a seat that was directly opposite her boarding gate. She sat there, in absoulte silence, her ippod headphone placed firmly in her ears. A song began to play that she instantly recognised at ‘Sorry’ by The Jonas Brothers. A tear rolled down her as she listened to the song lyrics.
‘Broken hearts and last goodbyes, restless nights
But lullabies helps to make this pain go away
I realize I let you down
Told you that I'd be around
I'm building up the strength just to say
I'm Sorry
For breaking all the promises that I wasn't around to keep
It's on me,
This time is the last time I will ever beg you to stay
But you're already on your way
Filled with sorrow, filled with pain
Knowing that I am to blame
For leaving your heart out in the rain
And I know you're gonna walk away
And leave me with the price to pay
Before you go I wanted to say that I'm
I'm Sorry
For breaking all the promises that I wasn't around to keep
It's on me,
This time is the last time I will ever beg you to stay
But you're already on your way
Can't make it alive on my own
But if you have to go,
Then please girl, just leave me alone
'Cause I don't want to see
You and me going our separate ways
I'm begging you to stay
If it isn't too late
I'm Sorry
For breaking all the promises that I wasn't around to keep
It's on me,
This time is the last time I will ever beg you to stay
But you're already on your way
But your already on your way’
As the song finished, a tear rolled down Lauren’s cheek just as the next song came on. ‘Your not sorry’ by Taylor Swift, blared through the headphone, the only thing Lauren could think of was ‘talk about cliché’.
‘All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around
I’ve been giving out chances every time and all you do is let me down
And its taking me this long but baby I figured you out
And you think it will be fine again but not this time around
You don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no more, no more, no
Lookin’ so innocent
I might believe you if I didn’t know
Could’a loved you all my life
If you hadn’t left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I’m tired of being last to know
And now you’re asking me to listen
Cuz its worked each time before
But you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I don’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no no no noo
You’re not sorry no no no noo
You had me calling for you honey
And it never would’ve gone away no
You use to shine so bright
But I watched our love it fade
So you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There’s nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before’
The song ended and Lauren was sobbing. Nothing could change everything that had happened lately, and in actual fact, Lauren would not change most things. She wouldn’t have changed meeting Nick, Kevin and Joe, she wouldn’t change telling Nick she loved him because she did and she wouldn’t change the way she acted towards Camilla. The things she would change though are acting the way she did to Nick when their relationship ended and she would defiantly change what happened with Emily the night before.
As images of everything ran through Lauren’s head, her flight was called. Sighing, Lauren stood and walked the very short distance to her boarding gate. She reached it, she looked around and took everything in, and for all she knew this would be last time she ever saw the airport and the views out of the window. Everything was changing now, Lauren had pulled out of college over the phone first thing in the morning, Emily had told Lauren she didn’t want to live with her anymore and she’d lost the one person that she had truly ever had strong feelings for.
As Lauren boarded her plane, Emily stood in the kitchen of their apartment, tears streaming down her face as she looked at the phone in her hand. she dialled quickly, praying that Lauren would answer her phone. It started to ring, but almost instantly after the first ring was over, the answer machine picked up.
“Hello, this is Lauren. Sorry I cant answer my phone right now, knowing me im driving or getting in trouble by my tutor for having my phone on during a lecture. My bad. Leave a message after the beep. Love you!” Lauren’s voice echoed through the phone.
“I missed her.” Emily whisperred, tears forming in her eyes once again.
The phone fell from Emily’s hand and landed on the side. As the phone fell, Emily slid down the side, tears bluring her vision. Nothing was going to change the fact that Lauren had gone back to England, she was alone now. Almost instantly, Emily’s pained expression turned to one full of hate, everything that had happened was Nick’s fault. ‘If he hadn’t been so horrid to Lauren she would still be here’, Emily thought.
Her thoughts were soon spoken aloud.
“If he hadn’t been so horrid, my best friend would be here and not on her way to England without her bracelet. Hell she wouldn’t be going at all because she would be here, with me, we wouldn’t have argued or anything and now because of him, ive lost her.” Emily’s speech was slurred because of the continous sobs escaping her.
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Back at the apartment, Emily sat in Lauren’s room. The different memories filled her head as a single tear rolled down her cheek. Nothing could be done to change everything that had happened now. Standing up, Emily went to the kitchen. She was clutching Lauren’s bracelet that she wore on her wrist when she saw Lauren’s note. She re-read it again and again before she realised why she had heard keys his a side before Lauren left. Emily realised now, that Lauren was leaving for England and may not come back, that’s why she had left her car keys and the key for the apartment.
Once at the airport, Lauren checked in and went and sat on a seat that was directly opposite her boarding gate. She sat there, in absoulte silence, her ippod headphone placed firmly in her ears. A song began to play that she instantly recognised at ‘Sorry’ by The Jonas Brothers. A tear rolled down her as she listened to the song lyrics.
‘Broken hearts and last goodbyes, restless nights
But lullabies helps to make this pain go away
I realize I let you down
Told you that I'd be around
I'm building up the strength just to say
I'm Sorry
For breaking all the promises that I wasn't around to keep
It's on me,
This time is the last time I will ever beg you to stay
But you're already on your way
Filled with sorrow, filled with pain
Knowing that I am to blame
For leaving your heart out in the rain
And I know you're gonna walk away
And leave me with the price to pay
Before you go I wanted to say that I'm
I'm Sorry
For breaking all the promises that I wasn't around to keep
It's on me,
This time is the last time I will ever beg you to stay
But you're already on your way
Can't make it alive on my own
But if you have to go,
Then please girl, just leave me alone
'Cause I don't want to see
You and me going our separate ways
I'm begging you to stay
If it isn't too late
I'm Sorry
For breaking all the promises that I wasn't around to keep
It's on me,
This time is the last time I will ever beg you to stay
But you're already on your way
But your already on your way’
As the song finished, a tear rolled down Lauren’s cheek just as the next song came on. ‘Your not sorry’ by Taylor Swift, blared through the headphone, the only thing Lauren could think of was ‘talk about cliché’.
‘All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around
I’ve been giving out chances every time and all you do is let me down
And its taking me this long but baby I figured you out
And you think it will be fine again but not this time around
You don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no more, no more, no
Lookin’ so innocent
I might believe you if I didn’t know
Could’a loved you all my life
If you hadn’t left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I’m tired of being last to know
And now you’re asking me to listen
Cuz its worked each time before
But you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I don’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no no no noo
You’re not sorry no no no noo
You had me calling for you honey
And it never would’ve gone away no
You use to shine so bright
But I watched our love it fade
So you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There’s nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before’
The song ended and Lauren was sobbing. Nothing could change everything that had happened lately, and in actual fact, Lauren would not change most things. She wouldn’t have changed meeting Nick, Kevin and Joe, she wouldn’t change telling Nick she loved him because she did and she wouldn’t change the way she acted towards Camilla. The things she would change though are acting the way she did to Nick when their relationship ended and she would defiantly change what happened with Emily the night before.
As images of everything ran through Lauren’s head, her flight was called. Sighing, Lauren stood and walked the very short distance to her boarding gate. She reached it, she looked around and took everything in, and for all she knew this would be last time she ever saw the airport and the views out of the window. Everything was changing now, Lauren had pulled out of college over the phone first thing in the morning, Emily had told Lauren she didn’t want to live with her anymore and she’d lost the one person that she had truly ever had strong feelings for.
As Lauren boarded her plane, Emily stood in the kitchen of their apartment, tears streaming down her face as she looked at the phone in her hand. she dialled quickly, praying that Lauren would answer her phone. It started to ring, but almost instantly after the first ring was over, the answer machine picked up.
“Hello, this is Lauren. Sorry I cant answer my phone right now, knowing me im driving or getting in trouble by my tutor for having my phone on during a lecture. My bad. Leave a message after the beep. Love you!” Lauren’s voice echoed through the phone.
“I missed her.” Emily whisperred, tears forming in her eyes once again.
The phone fell from Emily’s hand and landed on the side. As the phone fell, Emily slid down the side, tears bluring her vision. Nothing was going to change the fact that Lauren had gone back to England, she was alone now. Almost instantly, Emily’s pained expression turned to one full of hate, everything that had happened was Nick’s fault. ‘If he hadn’t been so horrid to Lauren she would still be here’, Emily thought.
Her thoughts were soon spoken aloud.
“If he hadn’t been so horrid, my best friend would be here and not on her way to England without her bracelet. Hell she wouldn’t be going at all because she would be here, with me, we wouldn’t have argued or anything and now because of him, ive lost her.” Emily’s speech was slurred because of the continous sobs escaping her.
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