Love Me Or Hate Me But Take Me As I Am

When a person dies, they're suppose to go to Heaven or Hell, correct?
What if that person didn't cross over, and instead stayed to torment my soul?
I wouldn't be completely crazy, right?
I can't be the only one in the world experiencing this problem.
He's been acting like this since I've moved on to somebody else.

It's like he wants me to die,
I hear his cries,
And pleads of the night,
That keep me from my dreams,
All these bad things that keeping happen,
That electric shortage that almost took me from my friends,
That car that almost hit me on the curve of the sidewalk trying to take me from my brother,
I almost went when I got hit by that semi truck....

Then he found ways to manipulate me,
Getting into my head trying to make me depressed,
Trying to make me slit my wrists,
And to overdose on pills...

Everybody calls me insane,
That I've lost myself when he went,
But I swear,
It's not me...

And the most thing that I can't ignore,
When he says I love you so much, and I know you love me too,
Come on and kill yourself,
Be with me...

What do I do?

1. Chapter One
   Three years ago (flashback)
2. Chapter Two
   Present Day (senior year)
3. Chapter Three
   Never Leave Me
4. Chapter Four
   Don't Touch My Boyfriend
5. Chapter Five
   Forget You
6. Chapter Six
   Destruction of my car
7. Chapter Seven
   Did that kiss mean good-bye?
8. Chapter Eight
   Break Up
9. Chaper Nine