Could This Be Real?
Dreams Can Come True
Brian’s POV
Here I am lying on my bed thinking about him, yet again. I seem to always be thinking of him. How could I not? How could anyone not? But I shouldn’t be having these thoughts. Not about one of my best friends. But he is just so fantastic I can’t stop. He literally takes my breath away when he walks into any room that I’m in. Just the sound of his voice, sends chills down my spine and gets my heart racing. At night I always dream about him. Such erotic dreams that leave me sticky in the morning. I only wish they could happen in real life. But I know he doesn’t sing that way, so those dreams will never come true.
He called about ten minutes ago, said he was coming over to hang out. We’ll probably go to a club or something. Then I’ll have to watch as he has girls all over him. I got out of bed and went to get dressed. Right as I pulled on my shoes I heard a knock at my door. I went down to answer it and there he stood. Looking hot as ever in a Misfit shirt and tight jeans. I let him in and he went to the living room.
“So what do you want to do?” I asked him as he sat down.
“I was thinking about going to a bar.” He replied. I said okay and we headed out the door. He drove us to our favorite bar ‘Johnny’s’. We got out of the car and walked up to the entrance. We were well known here so we didn’t have to wait in line. We found an empty booth towards the back and sat down. A waitress came over to take our orders. I noticed her eyeing Zacky and I found myself getting very angry. He however was not looking at her. He told her he wanted a shot of JD and a beer. I ordered a beer and she left to get our drinks.
“So what is up with you, Syn? You’ve been acting weird for a few weeks now.” Zacky asked me. He was right. Whenever he was around me, I just clam up. I start to get nervous and I’m afraid to speak. Afraid that I might let something slip.
“Nothing man. I’m good.” I told him.
“Yeah sure. Whatever you say man. I’m going to go look for a chick to dance with.” He said and got up to go to the dance floor. I watched his hips sway as he walked. Man how I would love to hold them. I could just imagine how soft they would be in my hands as I gripped them as I’d sink into his warmth. I could imagine the thought of how he would feel around me. How his skin would feel against my own. I was starting to get worked up. ‘Stop it Syn, before you have a problem to deal with’. I thought to myself.
He immediately found a girl and they started dancing together. Our drinks came and I downed half of my beer. Then got up and went to the dance floor as well and found a chick to dance with. The girl started grinding into me and after about three songs we were getting pretty worked up. She however was not the one getting me excited. All the time we’ve been dancing, I’ve been envisioning it was Zacky I was grinding. That he was the one who had his arms around my neck.
I was lost in my own fantasies that I didn’t notice that a pair of eyes were watching us.
Zacky’s POV
I watched as Syn grabbed some girl and they started dancing. They were only a few feet from me and the girl I had. I suddenly got a wave of jealousy. I’m not jealous that Syn got that girl, I’m jealous that that girl got Syn. Yes you heard right. I, Zacky Vengeance, have a major crush on Synyster Gates. Well it’s more than a crush. I’ve had a thing for Syn for about five years now. At first I was able to hide those feelings and tell myself that it was just a phase or something. That I’m not into him like that, it’s just curiosity. Later on I realized I wasn’t just curious. I really liked him. Now I can’t get him out of my head. I dream about him practically every night. But I know he doesn’t like guys that way so there is no point in telling him.
As I’m dancing with this girl I watch Syn and his. I wish I was the one he was so vigorously grinding his hips into. The one who he had his hands on. Oh what wonders those hands could do. I can imagine the feeling of them as they ran along my body. Not being able to take it any more I push the girl away and went back to the table. I sat down and took my shot and drank some of my beer. Not long after I sat down, Syn came back.
“Have fun with your girl?” he asked.
“Yeah. You have fun with yours?”
“Eh, she was an okay dancer.”
We talked about our up coming record and tour. We both couldn’t wait to get back on the road. After about another hour and several drinks later we were both kinda drunk. And the more alcohol I had in my system the harder I found it to hold in my feelings. Then it happened.
“Hey Syn. I like you. I think your really hott.” I slurred into his ear.
Brain’s POV
“Hey Syn, I like you. I think your really hott.” Zacky slurred into my ear. My heart rate increased immensely as he spoke those words. But I knew he was drunk and didn’t mean them. He was just drunk and horny.
“You’re drunk Zacky. Come on I’m taking you home.” I said and grabbed his arm to pull him to his feet.
“Are you going to have your way with me when we get there?” he asked giggling. I wanted to say ‘Yes’ but I couldn’t. He didn’t really like me in that way. It’s just the booze talking. But I wish he were sober and saying this to me.
“No. Now come on." I got him into my car and I drove to his house. I helped him out and half carried, half dragged him inside. I took him up to his room and laid him down on his bed. I took off his shoes and pants. Then I went into the bathroom and got a glass of water and two Excedrin and went back to his room. He was already passed out so I laid the pills and water on his nightstand.
I just stood there and watched him sleep for a moment. He looked so innocent when he slept. Something he really wasn’t. It’s funny how most people do look innocent when they are sleeping but in their waking hours they are real hell raisers. ‘You’ll never know how I truly fell about you.’ I whispered into the darkened room. Then I leaned down and gave him a peck on the forehead and left his room.
I walked down stairs and out the door making sure it was locked. As I walked the two blocks to my house, I couldn’t help but hate myself for not being able to tell him how I feel. But I know he doesn’t feel the same way and never will. So what’s the point? How do you even tell one of your best friends that you have the hotts for him anyway?
As I was lying in bed I though back to when I started having feelings for Zacky. We were still in high school and I was watching one of his baseball games after school. He was up to bat and I thought about how hot he looked in his uniform. I couldn’t believe I actually thought something like that about my best friend. It kind of scared me. Over the next two weeks I kept thinking about Zacky in ways I never thought I would. I finally came to realize that I liked him. I liked him more than a friend. I wanted to be more than a friend with him. I fell asleep with thoughts of Zacky racing through my head.
Zacky’s POV
I woke up to a killer headache. I looked over at my clock and saw that it was 11:24am. I noticed two pills and a glass of water. I took them and then tried to remember what happened the night before. I went to a bar with Brian and got drunk. Nothing new. But then something came to me. ‘I like you. I think you’re really hott’. Wait who did I say that to? Did I say that to some girl? Maybe it was that girl I danced with. Yeah I think it was. I made my way into my bathroom and turned on the shower. After removing my boxers and shirt I stepped in.
Half way through my shower it hit me. ‘Hey Syn. I like you’. Brian was the one I said that to. Oh shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. How could I be so stupid? How could I tell him that? Now he’s gonna hate me and kick my ass. Maybe he didn’t believe me. I mean I was drunk so maybe he just thought it was the alcohol talking. I hope so.
I decided to play it off like I don’t remember a thing from last night. As hard as it would be, I think it’s best for now. Or maybe I should just tell him that I meant what I said. Hell no. He would string me alive. Brian is not gay.
I heard my phone ringing when I stepped out of the shower.
“Hello?”
“Hey Zacky, it’s Matt. What are you up to?” Matt asked me.
“Um, nothing right now. Why?”
“Oh just wondering if you wanted to come over later today for a B-B-Q.”
“Okay sure. Is everyone else gonna be there?” I asked.
“Yeah. So I’ll see around 2:00?”
“Yeah. I’ll be there.”
“Okay. Buy.”
“Buy.” I said and hung up the phone. ‘Well now I can see if I can act like I don’t remember last night, since I’ll be seeing Brian later.’ I thought to myself as I got dressed. As I was pulling on my pants, I suddenly got a felling that today was going to be very interesting.
Brian’s POV
Matt had called me earlier and said there was a B-B-Q today. So now I’m driving to his place and I know Zacky will be there. I wonder if he remembers last night. Maybe if he doesn’t than I can act like I don’t remember either. ‘Well I guess I’ll find out soon‘. I thought as I pulled into Matt’s driveway. I walked up to the door and went in. as I walked through the house I saw Jimmy in the kitchen. We exchanged hellos and went out back. Everyone was already here, so I went over and greeted them.
When I saw Zacky my breath got caught in my throat. Damn was he looking good today. He was wearing his Jack Daniel’s shirt and a pair of really tight jeans that left nothing to the imagination. Damn, those jeans. I had to practically tear my eyes ways from his crotch. Holy fuck. I’m not going to last long tonight. When he said ‘hey’, he seemed normal, well as normal as Zacky can get, but he seemed like he didn’t remember last night. That’s good. Right?
Three hours later and I could not stop thinking or looking at him. I saw him get up and head into the house. You know what fuck this. I’m going to talk to him. After I had a long battle with myself I decided that I’m going to tell him how I feel. Or at least try to tell him. Fuck. Why does this have to be so nerve wreaking? I hope he doesn’t hate me or think I’m disgusting. I went into the house and noticed he was in the bathroom. I waited until he came out.
Zacky’s POV
I can’t take it anymore. I’ve been arguing with myself over this and I need to tell him my feelings. Even if he doesn’t feel the same. I have to tell him or I’ll go crazy. I couldn’t stop staring at him all day today. Um, ok, I gotta pee. I got up and made my way inside to the bathroom. I did my business and when I opened the door, Brian was standing there.
“Oh, hey Brian.”
“Hey.” He said and I went to walk past him but he pushed me back into the bathroom. He closed and locked the door. Holy shit. I’m locked in a bathroom with Brian. My heart is pounding so hard right now.
“What the hell?” I squeaked out. Wait, did I just squeak? Oh great going Baker.
“We need to talk, Zack.”
“Okay. About what?” I asked. My voice a little more normal.
“Do you remember last night?”
“Not all of it. Why?”
“Well, you said something to me and, um…”
“Oh that? Um, yeah I remember saying that.” I told him. I figure if I’m going to tell him how I feel, might as well be honest, right? I just hope he doesn’t knock me out. I tried to read his face to see what he was thinking but I couldn’t. After a few moments of silence, I decided to spill my guts.
“Okay, look. I’m not sorry for what I said. I meant it. I like you Brian, as more than a friend. I know you don’t swing that way and I understand if you hate me now, but I had to tell you. It was killing me keeping it in. So, yeah, now you know.” I said this all in one breath. He just stood there looking at the floor trying to let it sink in.
“You like me? Like really like me?” he asked after about a minute later, looking at me.
“Yeah. Have done for a long time. Since…” I didn’t get to finish that sentence because Brian’s lips where suddenly on mine. Okay, um, wow totally didn’t see that one coming. Wait. Why is he kissing me? He’s straight, right? He noticed I wasn’t kissing back so he pulled away.
“Why didn’t you kiss back?” he asked.
“Why did you kiss me? I thought you weren’t into guys?” I asked back.
“Um, well you thought wrong. Okay since you confessed, I might as well do it to.” He took a deep breath and let it out slowly. “I like you as more than a friend too. Have since high school. But I didn’t think you liked guys, so I kept it to myself.” He confessed.
“Well in that case.” I said right before I smashed my lips to his. I traced his bottom lip with my tongue and he instantly granted me entrance. Our tongues battled for dominance but his won. That’s okay cause I’ll gladly let him dominate me. We kissed for what seemed like hours but really was a few minutes. Those minutes were like heaven. His lips are so soft and inviting. We pulled away with smiles.
“So?”
"Yeah, so. What do we do know?” I asked.
“Um. No idea. Lets just see what happens?”
“Yeah. Okay.” I said. He gave me a quick peck on the lips and unlocked and opened the door. He looked to see if the coast was clear. It was and we both emerged from the bathroom. No one noticed we had been missing when we went back outside. The B-B-Q ended and I went back to my house thinking about Brian. He liked me just as I liked him. Wow. I knew today was going to be interesting.
Zacky’s POV
Yesterday we spent most of the day at the studio. We got a lot of work done, but Brian and I couldn‘t really talk. We were able to steal a few quick kisses here and there. And after the studio I was so tired that when I got home I crashed at like 9:00 not waking till 10:00 this morning.
When I woke up I did my morning thing. Shower, shave, dress and eat. It was while I was eating that Brian called. He said he was coming over, so right now I’m kinda freaking out. I don’t know why, though I think it’s because we’ll be alone for the first time since the other day. Okay I need a cigarette. So I went out back and sat on one of my deck chairs and lit a smoke. Halfway through the cigarette I heard my front door open and I heard his voice.
“Zacky?” Brian yelled.
“Out back.” I yelled back, surprised at how calm my voice sounded when my insides were having a battle. When he came out we exchanged out hellos and he sat in the chair next to mine.
“So what are you up to today?” he asked me. I shrugged.
“I don’t know. Haven’t thought about it. You?”
“Not sure yet.” he said. We fell into a weird silence and I could tell he wanted to tell me something, but wasn’t sure how to go about it. I was afraid that what he had to say would be something like he didn’t think we could work out, or he didn’t want to be with me and was regretting the kiss we shared other day. I hope not. I really like him and I want us to be together.
“Look, I know I said we should wait to see what happened with us, but I can’t.” When he said that, my heart jumped. He is regretting it. “I really like you Z., but I can’t wait. I need to know.” Wait, needs to know what?
“What do you need to know?” I asked him. He wasn’t looking at me but at his hands. “Bri?”
“I need to know how you feel.” he whispered. He still wasn’t looking at me so I got up and kneeled in front of him. I placed one of my hands over his and used the other to lift his chin so I could look in his eyes.
“I really like you Bri. More than you’ll ever know.” I told him. I could see the happiness in his eyes before I saw the gorgeous smile on his beautiful face. Then he crashed his lips to mine and I felt sparks race through my body and they send chills up and down my spine.
I stood up a little and moved so I was straddling his lap. He pulled me as close to his body as humanly possible. If felt incredible being all smushed against him like this.
Brian’s POV
Zacky sitting on my lap felt great. His hands were tangled in my hair as mine moved down his back to his ass. I tried to get him closer to my body, loving the way he felt against me. As the kiss got more heated I started to move Zack's hips with my hands causing him to grind into me. The friction felt amazing and I knew Zack liked it when he moaned in my mouth. I could feel Zack getting a little excited and that caused me to get a little happy down there. Zacky pulled away from the kiss before either of us got to happy.
“Can we take it slow?” he asked me. I nodded and brought his lips to mine for a gentle kiss. “Thanks.”
“Hey, I’m not entirely ready for anything more than kissing either.” I told him honestly. I wasn’t. I’ve never been with a guy so I was a little nervous and a little scared about having sex with Zacky. Plus I didn’t want to rush into things with him. I wanted to go slow and make it all last forever. I rested my forehead against his and stared into his gorgeous eyes with a content smile on my face.
“Zacky, will you be my boyfriend?” I asked him. His eyes shone bright as he smiled and nodded his head.
“I would love to be your boyfriend.” he said. That definitely made my day. I smiled and placed my lips to his as we had a slow loving kiss. Zack was my boyfriend and I couldn’t be happier.
Zack’s POV
He asked me to be his boyfriend. Me. I feel like I’m on cloud nine. Nothing could ruin my mood right now. When we got done kissing we just sat outside for awhile. Me still on his lap. He would occasionally kiss my forehead and I would give him a kiss on the neck, the only place I could reach with how my head was resting.
We eventually went into my house and sat down in the living room. I turned on the T.V. and Nightmare On Elm Street was on so we decided to watch it. I snuggled into Brian's side and he wrapped an arm around me, pulling me as close to him as he could. I have never been this happy in my entire life. I surely hope that Brian and I will last forever.
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Here I am lying on my bed thinking about him, yet again. I seem to always be thinking of him. How could I not? How could anyone not? But I shouldn’t be having these thoughts. Not about one of my best friends. But he is just so fantastic I can’t stop. He literally takes my breath away when he walks into any room that I’m in. Just the sound of his voice, sends chills down my spine and gets my heart racing. At night I always dream about him. Such erotic dreams that leave me sticky in the morning. I only wish they could happen in real life. But I know he doesn’t sing that way, so those dreams will never come true.
He called about ten minutes ago, said he was coming over to hang out. We’ll probably go to a club or something. Then I’ll have to watch as he has girls all over him. I got out of bed and went to get dressed. Right as I pulled on my shoes I heard a knock at my door. I went down to answer it and there he stood. Looking hot as ever in a Misfit shirt and tight jeans. I let him in and he went to the living room.
“So what do you want to do?” I asked him as he sat down.
“I was thinking about going to a bar.” He replied. I said okay and we headed out the door. He drove us to our favorite bar ‘Johnny’s’. We got out of the car and walked up to the entrance. We were well known here so we didn’t have to wait in line. We found an empty booth towards the back and sat down. A waitress came over to take our orders. I noticed her eyeing Zacky and I found myself getting very angry. He however was not looking at her. He told her he wanted a shot of JD and a beer. I ordered a beer and she left to get our drinks.
“So what is up with you, Syn? You’ve been acting weird for a few weeks now.” Zacky asked me. He was right. Whenever he was around me, I just clam up. I start to get nervous and I’m afraid to speak. Afraid that I might let something slip.
“Nothing man. I’m good.” I told him.
“Yeah sure. Whatever you say man. I’m going to go look for a chick to dance with.” He said and got up to go to the dance floor. I watched his hips sway as he walked. Man how I would love to hold them. I could just imagine how soft they would be in my hands as I gripped them as I’d sink into his warmth. I could imagine the thought of how he would feel around me. How his skin would feel against my own. I was starting to get worked up. ‘Stop it Syn, before you have a problem to deal with’. I thought to myself.
He immediately found a girl and they started dancing together. Our drinks came and I downed half of my beer. Then got up and went to the dance floor as well and found a chick to dance with. The girl started grinding into me and after about three songs we were getting pretty worked up. She however was not the one getting me excited. All the time we’ve been dancing, I’ve been envisioning it was Zacky I was grinding. That he was the one who had his arms around my neck.
I was lost in my own fantasies that I didn’t notice that a pair of eyes were watching us.
Zacky’s POV
I watched as Syn grabbed some girl and they started dancing. They were only a few feet from me and the girl I had. I suddenly got a wave of jealousy. I’m not jealous that Syn got that girl, I’m jealous that that girl got Syn. Yes you heard right. I, Zacky Vengeance, have a major crush on Synyster Gates. Well it’s more than a crush. I’ve had a thing for Syn for about five years now. At first I was able to hide those feelings and tell myself that it was just a phase or something. That I’m not into him like that, it’s just curiosity. Later on I realized I wasn’t just curious. I really liked him. Now I can’t get him out of my head. I dream about him practically every night. But I know he doesn’t like guys that way so there is no point in telling him.
As I’m dancing with this girl I watch Syn and his. I wish I was the one he was so vigorously grinding his hips into. The one who he had his hands on. Oh what wonders those hands could do. I can imagine the feeling of them as they ran along my body. Not being able to take it any more I push the girl away and went back to the table. I sat down and took my shot and drank some of my beer. Not long after I sat down, Syn came back.
“Have fun with your girl?” he asked.
“Yeah. You have fun with yours?”
“Eh, she was an okay dancer.”
We talked about our up coming record and tour. We both couldn’t wait to get back on the road. After about another hour and several drinks later we were both kinda drunk. And the more alcohol I had in my system the harder I found it to hold in my feelings. Then it happened.
“Hey Syn. I like you. I think your really hott.” I slurred into his ear.
Brain’s POV
“Hey Syn, I like you. I think your really hott.” Zacky slurred into my ear. My heart rate increased immensely as he spoke those words. But I knew he was drunk and didn’t mean them. He was just drunk and horny.
“You’re drunk Zacky. Come on I’m taking you home.” I said and grabbed his arm to pull him to his feet.
“Are you going to have your way with me when we get there?” he asked giggling. I wanted to say ‘Yes’ but I couldn’t. He didn’t really like me in that way. It’s just the booze talking. But I wish he were sober and saying this to me.
“No. Now come on." I got him into my car and I drove to his house. I helped him out and half carried, half dragged him inside. I took him up to his room and laid him down on his bed. I took off his shoes and pants. Then I went into the bathroom and got a glass of water and two Excedrin and went back to his room. He was already passed out so I laid the pills and water on his nightstand.
I just stood there and watched him sleep for a moment. He looked so innocent when he slept. Something he really wasn’t. It’s funny how most people do look innocent when they are sleeping but in their waking hours they are real hell raisers. ‘You’ll never know how I truly fell about you.’ I whispered into the darkened room. Then I leaned down and gave him a peck on the forehead and left his room.
I walked down stairs and out the door making sure it was locked. As I walked the two blocks to my house, I couldn’t help but hate myself for not being able to tell him how I feel. But I know he doesn’t feel the same way and never will. So what’s the point? How do you even tell one of your best friends that you have the hotts for him anyway?
As I was lying in bed I though back to when I started having feelings for Zacky. We were still in high school and I was watching one of his baseball games after school. He was up to bat and I thought about how hot he looked in his uniform. I couldn’t believe I actually thought something like that about my best friend. It kind of scared me. Over the next two weeks I kept thinking about Zacky in ways I never thought I would. I finally came to realize that I liked him. I liked him more than a friend. I wanted to be more than a friend with him. I fell asleep with thoughts of Zacky racing through my head.
Zacky’s POV
I woke up to a killer headache. I looked over at my clock and saw that it was 11:24am. I noticed two pills and a glass of water. I took them and then tried to remember what happened the night before. I went to a bar with Brian and got drunk. Nothing new. But then something came to me. ‘I like you. I think you’re really hott’. Wait who did I say that to? Did I say that to some girl? Maybe it was that girl I danced with. Yeah I think it was. I made my way into my bathroom and turned on the shower. After removing my boxers and shirt I stepped in.
Half way through my shower it hit me. ‘Hey Syn. I like you’. Brian was the one I said that to. Oh shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. How could I be so stupid? How could I tell him that? Now he’s gonna hate me and kick my ass. Maybe he didn’t believe me. I mean I was drunk so maybe he just thought it was the alcohol talking. I hope so.
I decided to play it off like I don’t remember a thing from last night. As hard as it would be, I think it’s best for now. Or maybe I should just tell him that I meant what I said. Hell no. He would string me alive. Brian is not gay.
I heard my phone ringing when I stepped out of the shower.
“Hello?”
“Hey Zacky, it’s Matt. What are you up to?” Matt asked me.
“Um, nothing right now. Why?”
“Oh just wondering if you wanted to come over later today for a B-B-Q.”
“Okay sure. Is everyone else gonna be there?” I asked.
“Yeah. So I’ll see around 2:00?”
“Yeah. I’ll be there.”
“Okay. Buy.”
“Buy.” I said and hung up the phone. ‘Well now I can see if I can act like I don’t remember last night, since I’ll be seeing Brian later.’ I thought to myself as I got dressed. As I was pulling on my pants, I suddenly got a felling that today was going to be very interesting.
Brian’s POV
Matt had called me earlier and said there was a B-B-Q today. So now I’m driving to his place and I know Zacky will be there. I wonder if he remembers last night. Maybe if he doesn’t than I can act like I don’t remember either. ‘Well I guess I’ll find out soon‘. I thought as I pulled into Matt’s driveway. I walked up to the door and went in. as I walked through the house I saw Jimmy in the kitchen. We exchanged hellos and went out back. Everyone was already here, so I went over and greeted them.
When I saw Zacky my breath got caught in my throat. Damn was he looking good today. He was wearing his Jack Daniel’s shirt and a pair of really tight jeans that left nothing to the imagination. Damn, those jeans. I had to practically tear my eyes ways from his crotch. Holy fuck. I’m not going to last long tonight. When he said ‘hey’, he seemed normal, well as normal as Zacky can get, but he seemed like he didn’t remember last night. That’s good. Right?
Three hours later and I could not stop thinking or looking at him. I saw him get up and head into the house. You know what fuck this. I’m going to talk to him. After I had a long battle with myself I decided that I’m going to tell him how I feel. Or at least try to tell him. Fuck. Why does this have to be so nerve wreaking? I hope he doesn’t hate me or think I’m disgusting. I went into the house and noticed he was in the bathroom. I waited until he came out.
Zacky’s POV
I can’t take it anymore. I’ve been arguing with myself over this and I need to tell him my feelings. Even if he doesn’t feel the same. I have to tell him or I’ll go crazy. I couldn’t stop staring at him all day today. Um, ok, I gotta pee. I got up and made my way inside to the bathroom. I did my business and when I opened the door, Brian was standing there.
“Oh, hey Brian.”
“Hey.” He said and I went to walk past him but he pushed me back into the bathroom. He closed and locked the door. Holy shit. I’m locked in a bathroom with Brian. My heart is pounding so hard right now.
“What the hell?” I squeaked out. Wait, did I just squeak? Oh great going Baker.
“We need to talk, Zack.”
“Okay. About what?” I asked. My voice a little more normal.
“Do you remember last night?”
“Not all of it. Why?”
“Well, you said something to me and, um…”
“Oh that? Um, yeah I remember saying that.” I told him. I figure if I’m going to tell him how I feel, might as well be honest, right? I just hope he doesn’t knock me out. I tried to read his face to see what he was thinking but I couldn’t. After a few moments of silence, I decided to spill my guts.
“Okay, look. I’m not sorry for what I said. I meant it. I like you Brian, as more than a friend. I know you don’t swing that way and I understand if you hate me now, but I had to tell you. It was killing me keeping it in. So, yeah, now you know.” I said this all in one breath. He just stood there looking at the floor trying to let it sink in.
“You like me? Like really like me?” he asked after about a minute later, looking at me.
“Yeah. Have done for a long time. Since…” I didn’t get to finish that sentence because Brian’s lips where suddenly on mine. Okay, um, wow totally didn’t see that one coming. Wait. Why is he kissing me? He’s straight, right? He noticed I wasn’t kissing back so he pulled away.
“Why didn’t you kiss back?” he asked.
“Why did you kiss me? I thought you weren’t into guys?” I asked back.
“Um, well you thought wrong. Okay since you confessed, I might as well do it to.” He took a deep breath and let it out slowly. “I like you as more than a friend too. Have since high school. But I didn’t think you liked guys, so I kept it to myself.” He confessed.
“Well in that case.” I said right before I smashed my lips to his. I traced his bottom lip with my tongue and he instantly granted me entrance. Our tongues battled for dominance but his won. That’s okay cause I’ll gladly let him dominate me. We kissed for what seemed like hours but really was a few minutes. Those minutes were like heaven. His lips are so soft and inviting. We pulled away with smiles.
“So?”
"Yeah, so. What do we do know?” I asked.
“Um. No idea. Lets just see what happens?”
“Yeah. Okay.” I said. He gave me a quick peck on the lips and unlocked and opened the door. He looked to see if the coast was clear. It was and we both emerged from the bathroom. No one noticed we had been missing when we went back outside. The B-B-Q ended and I went back to my house thinking about Brian. He liked me just as I liked him. Wow. I knew today was going to be interesting.
Zacky’s POV
Yesterday we spent most of the day at the studio. We got a lot of work done, but Brian and I couldn‘t really talk. We were able to steal a few quick kisses here and there. And after the studio I was so tired that when I got home I crashed at like 9:00 not waking till 10:00 this morning.
When I woke up I did my morning thing. Shower, shave, dress and eat. It was while I was eating that Brian called. He said he was coming over, so right now I’m kinda freaking out. I don’t know why, though I think it’s because we’ll be alone for the first time since the other day. Okay I need a cigarette. So I went out back and sat on one of my deck chairs and lit a smoke. Halfway through the cigarette I heard my front door open and I heard his voice.
“Zacky?” Brian yelled.
“Out back.” I yelled back, surprised at how calm my voice sounded when my insides were having a battle. When he came out we exchanged out hellos and he sat in the chair next to mine.
“So what are you up to today?” he asked me. I shrugged.
“I don’t know. Haven’t thought about it. You?”
“Not sure yet.” he said. We fell into a weird silence and I could tell he wanted to tell me something, but wasn’t sure how to go about it. I was afraid that what he had to say would be something like he didn’t think we could work out, or he didn’t want to be with me and was regretting the kiss we shared other day. I hope not. I really like him and I want us to be together.
“Look, I know I said we should wait to see what happened with us, but I can’t.” When he said that, my heart jumped. He is regretting it. “I really like you Z., but I can’t wait. I need to know.” Wait, needs to know what?
“What do you need to know?” I asked him. He wasn’t looking at me but at his hands. “Bri?”
“I need to know how you feel.” he whispered. He still wasn’t looking at me so I got up and kneeled in front of him. I placed one of my hands over his and used the other to lift his chin so I could look in his eyes.
“I really like you Bri. More than you’ll ever know.” I told him. I could see the happiness in his eyes before I saw the gorgeous smile on his beautiful face. Then he crashed his lips to mine and I felt sparks race through my body and they send chills up and down my spine.
I stood up a little and moved so I was straddling his lap. He pulled me as close to his body as humanly possible. If felt incredible being all smushed against him like this.
Brian’s POV
Zacky sitting on my lap felt great. His hands were tangled in my hair as mine moved down his back to his ass. I tried to get him closer to my body, loving the way he felt against me. As the kiss got more heated I started to move Zack's hips with my hands causing him to grind into me. The friction felt amazing and I knew Zack liked it when he moaned in my mouth. I could feel Zack getting a little excited and that caused me to get a little happy down there. Zacky pulled away from the kiss before either of us got to happy.
“Can we take it slow?” he asked me. I nodded and brought his lips to mine for a gentle kiss. “Thanks.”
“Hey, I’m not entirely ready for anything more than kissing either.” I told him honestly. I wasn’t. I’ve never been with a guy so I was a little nervous and a little scared about having sex with Zacky. Plus I didn’t want to rush into things with him. I wanted to go slow and make it all last forever. I rested my forehead against his and stared into his gorgeous eyes with a content smile on my face.
“Zacky, will you be my boyfriend?” I asked him. His eyes shone bright as he smiled and nodded his head.
“I would love to be your boyfriend.” he said. That definitely made my day. I smiled and placed my lips to his as we had a slow loving kiss. Zack was my boyfriend and I couldn’t be happier.
Zack’s POV
He asked me to be his boyfriend. Me. I feel like I’m on cloud nine. Nothing could ruin my mood right now. When we got done kissing we just sat outside for awhile. Me still on his lap. He would occasionally kiss my forehead and I would give him a kiss on the neck, the only place I could reach with how my head was resting.
We eventually went into my house and sat down in the living room. I turned on the T.V. and Nightmare On Elm Street was on so we decided to watch it. I snuggled into Brian's side and he wrapped an arm around me, pulling me as close to him as he could. I have never been this happy in my entire life. I surely hope that Brian and I will last forever.
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