Social Suicide
Retired Depression -Raine
My first day of school is turning out way better then I first expected. Usually I end up friendless and made fun of. But today, I'm still getting made fun of but I have a friend! His name is Alex, and he is gorgeous. Well in my opinion at least. He has black long hair, and his eyes are crystal blue. He may be everything I looked for in a boy, but, I don't really trust the boy just yet. If you haven't already guessed, I have trust issues. Maybe it's because of all the public humiliation, or maybe its because I'm new to the whole "friend" thing, but ya, he isn't trusted by me yet. I will probably learn to trust him though, I can't be too picky when it comes to friends, seeing that nobody else wants to be my friend.
All these thoughts are running threw my head when I’m supposed to be doing algebra equations. I snap out of the daze and get back to concentrating on my work. I can't be getting behind in my work, especially in the beginning of the wear. Mom said I had to get better marks this year. That goal probably won't be that difficult seeing that I failed everything last year. Probably because of my deep depression I was in, seeing that I was alone most of the time. But maybe this newly formed friendship will give me the strength to grow out of that sad state and into a more happy, smart kind of one. Hopefully.
"Okay class" Ms. Morgan Said "Tonight You have to finish page 123 for homework tomorrow."
I closed up my book and placed it into my tattered black bookbag. Knowing that the bell was about to ring soon. I turned back around to face Alex. "So, how many questions did You get done" I asked.
He looked at his notebook and said "I have 3 questions done."
We had to do 7 question all period and he only got 3 of them done. To make things worst the first 3 were the easiest. I guess he must have something on his mind. I studied his face, wondering what this little distraction was. During this study I suddenly felt something pinch the back of my neck. I looked behind me to notice a paper ball. I picked it up slowly and opened it. It reads Hiya Freak. I looked up to see people giggling at me. "Hi to you to" I said with a smile. Their smiles quickly disappeared.
I beginning to think of stopping this story,
I've sort of lost interest.
That explains why I've been taking so long writing the chapters.
So do you think I should keep going? :)
All these thoughts are running threw my head when I’m supposed to be doing algebra equations. I snap out of the daze and get back to concentrating on my work. I can't be getting behind in my work, especially in the beginning of the wear. Mom said I had to get better marks this year. That goal probably won't be that difficult seeing that I failed everything last year. Probably because of my deep depression I was in, seeing that I was alone most of the time. But maybe this newly formed friendship will give me the strength to grow out of that sad state and into a more happy, smart kind of one. Hopefully.
"Okay class" Ms. Morgan Said "Tonight You have to finish page 123 for homework tomorrow."
I closed up my book and placed it into my tattered black bookbag. Knowing that the bell was about to ring soon. I turned back around to face Alex. "So, how many questions did You get done" I asked.
He looked at his notebook and said "I have 3 questions done."
We had to do 7 question all period and he only got 3 of them done. To make things worst the first 3 were the easiest. I guess he must have something on his mind. I studied his face, wondering what this little distraction was. During this study I suddenly felt something pinch the back of my neck. I looked behind me to notice a paper ball. I picked it up slowly and opened it. It reads Hiya Freak. I looked up to see people giggling at me. "Hi to you to" I said with a smile. Their smiles quickly disappeared.
I beginning to think of stopping this story,
I've sort of lost interest.
That explains why I've been taking so long writing the chapters.
So do you think I should keep going? :)